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Monday, June 05, 2006 9:03 AM

Typing this from my office as i am waiting for my engine to start today( will it ever start? haa). Oh well, just some thought from all the traveling to clementi these past month to catch a feeder bus into sciencepark (internship location).

Waking up at 7.30am and traveling around is not something new to most of us as we do that all the time when we are schooling or are in army, however, when it comes to this season of my life where i have to drag myself to work it is a different kind of experience. Did i ever tell you guys before that i actually like school and studying? The flexibility in time is what appeals me, minus the exams, projects can be quite fun.

I have to thank God for the 5 days week i am having at the internship, can you image working for 7 days a week?!!?? Its just darn crazy...

Spending most of my time in office during the weekday leave me with very little time to attend to my personal agendas and hence weekend will usually be the time to zoom around and get things done... in fact there is so many things that i wanted to do but yet I do not have the energy to do them.. sign... So this weekend was almost like the previous ones where it just slipped pass so fast. Time flies they says, and when it comes to monday, i am having my "book-in" blues.

Am i hallucinating??? Why such blur images ??? The sea of bodies flooding me...

Yesterday i slept around 1.30am and when i woke up this morning, i am almost certain i am not feeling much of myself (did my spirit leave my body cos of the weariness of all the walking around cityhall area?). So, i went about my business and stepped out of my house on a long journey to science park. I have to board a feeder bus 243 from my place and then take a train from boonlay to clementi and after which another feeder bus to my work place.

Sounds simple? It is indeed easier when there isn't crowds embarking on the same pilgrimage as you and i must confess, though i try to give way to those exiting before boarding the train, i must confess that many a times i really hope the train's door will close faster so that the train will not be flooded with bodies of all scents and colour and textures. There were unpleasant times when i was squashed at one corner with an arm spanked on my forehead and i had to be so conscious about where my hands are placed ... I do not want to be accused by some lady of indecent act!

Yea... having say so much, what i really want to share is my vision today: I was quite tired and is just feeling so great just being able to stone... normally, i find the joy of observing people, oberve how they dress and how they look etc... opps... its just help to kill time when i do not have my newpaper with me. Yet, today i am so gonky that i just have this blur vision and those many bodies that are darting around just do not have a face on it and there existence merely allows me to avoid a collision which might turn nasty given my bad stomach today.

Well, i do find sometime on my company's feeder bus to read a passage from the bible and yes... i hope it can carry me through the day. New Internship fellas coming in today, its always good to have new things to look forward in your life. I will update you guys again... ciao.

ahem...stay simple leh!don't think too deep wor!

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